For character-wise, i think i'm extremely talktive, i may sound like as if i talk without using my brains most of the times because at the rate i'm talking, its at a speed of light. but if you think that way, your wrong. i seriously thought through what i want to say before saying out from my mouth. but at times, i maybe not very tactful with my words, but thats human nature, you cant change it. there will always be human errors. you only can minimize the chances of causing a human error. but you cant totally eradicate the chances of having a human error.

-what is required of you to consider you and the other parties as a friend?
-define friend?
-elaborate
-explain
-justify

all i can say is today, its rather disappointing.
i think thats no such existance of true friends.
time to time, when i need my "friends" to help me justify, all will just sit there and watch.
do nothing but see and laugh, like as if the whole thing its a joke.
it's not a joke when the "joke" itself is on the expense off my character.
i feel so maligned and wrongly accuse. and when him made such statements. none helped me.
but nevermind. EVERYTIME, its always "i" myself stand alone and fight for my rights.
this teaches me to mind my own business. and just learn from them.. sit there, and watch. maybe just gloating in my heart about their misery.