Ms cheong said something that has been bothering me since that very moment those words came out. she said something about the results one.. then i also want to get good grades blah blah blah. but then.. she say that we are not working hard enough. yeah. i admit that i'm not working hard at all.. not a single bit.. because.. what i do when i get home.. is either use the computer. play then sleep. no more.. there's not much word as study in my dictionary. i really want to get on to studying.. but i cant bring myself to it.. i everytime will tell myself.. tomorrow i will surely do it.. but then. my tomorrow will NEVER come.. thats the whole problem of it now.. damn, im such a procrastinator..who is procrastinating every second.. keep thinking that i will do it later.. LATER, LATER, LATER. im a in perpetual state of procrastinating.. don't ask me why.. i don't know why.. seriously.. even though i hate this word i don't know. okay . whatever

in the morning.. i still quite high one.. but after recess. which is her lesson.. my mood when like from tip top. to bottom toe. tried very very very very very very hard to get HIGH.. but the gradient in my mood aint moving much.. yeah. then went on the pulau ubin. got on to the extremely humid and warm bus. zzz. its really motherfucking warm. i really wonder if the air-con its really on.. as the air in the bus.. its said to be stagnant.. WHAT THE FUCK SIA..

reach the changi village. ate nasi lamak. O_O. then hop on the to bumpboat.. yeah.. they all damn high on the boat.. but i cant get high.. dont know why.. maybe i'm still pondering over what ms cheong said.. thats all. = =

then reach pulau ubin.. we hop on the the minivans.. which is equally as hot as the bus.. = =. HOWEVER.. the windows can be opened.. so we opened the windows.. to ventilate the minivan.. not as bad as the bus..

then later.. 5agape girls.. went up the mercedes minivans.. air-conditioned.. then come bragging about how cold were the environment in the minivan. then the boys all went like. so ? don't need brag right.. but nvm. i told the boys. we are boys. be more big-hearted.

then we went to the boardway.. we dint get to see the things that we anticipated before this trip. due to high tides.. = =. mr lau said that we can still see something.. as the tides wouldnt so high.. however. when we read the signboard.. 8am the tide is the lowest.. 2pm.. the tide ITS THE HIGHEST. we all went.. !@#!@#!@#!@#!@#.. then mr lau said paiseh.. lols.. its self-explainatory right? we only managed to see some mud skippers. lols.. i saw some mud skippers in action. they really skip on the water.. not on mud la.. at a very fast speed.

saw mangrove tree roots. went up to the tower. the tower is damn shakey. due to the number of people should be limited to 20.. but obviously.. they all went up at the same time.. lols..me and other people went up on the senond cycle. very high.. very breezy.. and not missing this part.. ITS SCORCHING HOT!.

then later we went back to the minivan.. bumpboat, bus to school. mrt to yishun. called mummy to fetch me home. =]


time for self-reflection
should i reduce the time i spend on the computer .. and onto my schoolwork?
should i do revision now and then. to improve on my results?
aiyah.. having to say all of those craps.. i seriously.. need to ask myself.
will i do it?