heeeyy. ya. i work up early in the morning. to print out the english handouts.. then later went to school.. wasnt feeling high at all.. not a single bit. school was really rather mundane during the morning.. however i "revived" after recess. despite that i dint eat anything. O_O my mouth still aches like hell. damn it..

yeah. then after recess it was geography.. everytime geography lessons.. mr lau will never fail to make us laugh.. just looking at him. u can laugh already.. i think his the joke himself. lols. the way he speak is so funny.. he can be a potential comedian man! =/ then we were like discuss the pulau ubin trip to chek jawa ma!. then i was like thinking.. the previous time.. mr lau say tat chek jawa the mud. will be at knee level.. then i thought of jingyi.. LOLS.. her height is like so not compromised by the terrain over there lah.. i think we at knee level.. she at hip level .. LOLS.. its like half of her body will be submerged in the mud.. LOLS..

yeah. then today no assembly.. neither we have any remedial. alberto went all high up when we know that there wouldnt be any POA extra lessons.. LOLS. the whole class went into madness. =/ including me. LOLS!. okok fine.. then later we do chinese. i copied.. as usual. copying is my forte. however .. i copy intelligently i tell u. LOLS.. i copy and process the information at the same time.. dun play play arrr.

oh ya! fuck man.. today at SS lesson. tat anne lau ask me to read the background information for the sri lankan government blah blah blah.. then it was like considered long in comparison with other people's share.. oh snap. then my both ulcers hurts like fuck.. then i speak like as if i've a short tongue.. all the 's' and the 'ed' etc. i dint pronounced it at all. what a disgrace.. i've destory my image.. i feel devastated. i feel that i've lost everything. the idea of being declared as bankrupt. the feeling of life is meaningless for me. trying to be obvilion to everything. LOLS.. okok.. enough of the drama drama.. ~_~. i can go on and on and on.. non-stop. hardcore. back to back, w/o disruptions. 24/7. LOLS!.

later on.. after school. i went out to amk hub with dong and zc. we went to kfc first to get our lunch.. i mean THEIR lunch.. = =. not forgetting i've two HUGE ulcers in my mouth.. i cant eat.. = =. then i only can drink. then i think i've got gastric pain.. there will be a sudden pain in my abdomen. then it will subside. but later it will come again.. like as if my stomach is spinning like a washing machine. not long after, dong went off to buy his ADIDAS pants.. then off to home.. dota a few match with kenji and co. had some disagreements with kenji.. but its okay..everything will be fine.. LOLS.

something kept me thinking yesterday night.. i chatted with jingyi. discussing about some confidential matters.. yeah. and then the topic went like from.. okok.. to abit pissed off. and then turn off. ~_~

damn damn damn fucking angry. this is not the way to treat a person.. do what onto other.. what you want others to do onto you.. = =.

kept me thinking.. the subtlety of human emotion. everybody is wearing a mask. speaks with a hidden connotation and some speak like as if its nobodies business.

Talking is cheap when it's nothing relevant to the topic.
Saying without justifying is considered as bitching.
Speaking without thinking is known as bimbo-tic mindset.