Hello everybody. yes! i completed my resume.. =D i will assume it is as comprehensive as it is for mr white & ms cheong to review it. yes. seriously, my expression problem is getting the nerves out of me. i am going bonkers. While my sister is reading my resume and start giving the disgusted expression. The first thing that came to my mind was, she is going to say she dont get what i am trying to get at. Worst still, she even misinterpretted what i meant in some part of the statement.. OH MY GOD! yesterday i still feel quite good and confident about my resume.. and now? my glass heart has shattered into a MILLION pieces.. yes. the morale plunged down to a negative integer. =[ yes.. emo. lols.. but soon or after i got back up again.. anyway this is not the first time she did that to me.. yeah. -used to it- ~_~

"Expression" has always been a MAJOR problem for me.. yeah. my sister admitted that i have a wide knowledge base of vocabulary then her. However, due to my stupid little expressing problem, it will make my marks suffer. =[

yes, how pathetic. And the only solution to salvage this situation, is to speak more english, write more, read more.. the first two solution is fine with me. BUT READING? HELLO! reading is like so not in my dictionary. For me, reading a book is torturuous, dreadful in other words. = = it will just literally kill me on the spot.. i am serious. i've tried it before.. yes.. first few pages okay.. as i go on, i will find that reading this stupid book is like taking me forever -perpetually-

i admit i have little or no determination. But it is more to meet the eye. LOLS. it is not about determination. it is about the interest, the feel, the passion. YOU KNOW? gosh.. you guys will never know.. the book knows me but i dont know the book. =D

A lot of things happened, but i have decided to take things easy. I will not like make it obvious to everybody that i am suffering, i am in agony, i am in pain. Like what that someone did in class.
yes, he has problems. we do care. but he claims that he doesnt want any sympathy nor pity from anyone. but the way he is acting, seriously. it disgusts me. He wants attention. but on the other hand, he PRO-CLAIM that he doesnt want sympathy. HOW ironic.. = =. he is obviously contridicting himself. and he have done a good job. LOLS

one day in the canteen, he was sitting -ALL ALONE-. he simply loves it. then even his best pal dint sit with him. LOLS. how fascinating. then i walk over. and sat down. you know what he told me? "Go away" then i say. whats wrong.. same reply is given to me. i asked again.. same reply.. then i got fed up and got up. Walked back. isnt this the attention he wants? LOLS. nvm. i shant bother about him. he can rot and die. he can give up his future because of one teacher. LOLS~ is it worthwhile? maybe to him is a yes. =D

-one man's ego, whole class's sorrow-