In commemoration of my 51st blog post. i shall start of with a power statement =D

A very good evening LADIES and GENTLEMEN! i am pleased to pronouce the establishment of my BLOGSPOT has reached the 51st post. And i shall proudly present the most nerve wrecking post in the universe thats gonna BLOW you away..

Hello~ i woke up in the morning. yeah. then reached school around 7.15am. ~_~
got in the examination hall. sat down. and rot. first time in my SEC 5 life that i feel my maths will have chance to pass. however, i am really very disappointed, as i made tonnes of careless mistakes. i feel like slapping myself a million times. =[

you know how it feels like? the capacity of KNOWING of to do, YET not getting it, achieving IT?!!? ITS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK!

= =. forget about it. the O lvl chinese oral. all in my mind was "I WANT TO PEE" =[

i read the passage. a number of words i dont know how to read. but i manage to guess it out. i dont know why. i am not very very nervous this time round. i read the passage slowly and readily. perhaps i was slow and stead. BUT! to a certain point. my voice flustered. = = i ran out of tune. WDF *laukui*

the conversational part is the more exciting one.. i used a certain number of phrases that people dont know how to read one.. BUT my voice was too loud. WDF. kenji managed to hear it. =[
hence he used the words i used. this made my performance from WOW to mundane. but nvm. i am not considering chinese in my score. but kenji does. so if i can help in in any means. WHY NOT? =D his my good friend. LOLS.

yeah. a secret. -i saw the teachers shaking their heads and mouthing *cannot make it* when shina is making her way out. = = i suppose her did badly.

nvm~ its all over.

yeaaaahh. i saw a horrendous, horrifying, petrifying scene today. =[
i am literally,verbally,and physically UNWELL after seeing it.
tat mamaji fell down in a manner that she literally FLEW 5feets from where she is standing. and she turned 2loops before landing. = =

and guess what is most horrifying.? she actually upskirt-ed. I WENT WDF WDF WDF WDF WDF WDF WDF WDF WDF WDF X million times!!!!. =[ me and kenji both saw it.

we turned IMMEDIATELY. i dont know why. i cant laugh.

at that very moment. my heart sanked like deep into the ocean.

-one moment of perpertuate emotionless- im serious!!

remembering that time. me and kenji also saw something likewise. during sec 3.

the same thing happenned to us. =[ it is a sore in my eye.

shanni fell down that way too. but it is on the chair. her skirt looped on the chair. then fell down.
same thing. upskirted. WDF!.

i cant bring myself to it. i feel like killing myself. i want to blind myself NOW!!