6th march 2009

Hello!

how are you today?
are you feeling hungry?
do you want to have a cup of tea?

LOL! i'm like super irritating the shyt out of everybody, as i kept repeating the three questions over and over and over and over. . .

my mama prepared everything for me. at the same time i went out to collect the birthday cake for peili as promised.

my mama is very good. she fetched me down to that place. but however we got lost. =_=

then we even quarral on the car as we almost met a car accident.

Ok, fine. I'm sorry. I was wrong. =_________=

after quarralling with my mama and sis. i was frustated. . . .

as i smsed kokfai to ask him to come help me take the things like 10mins ago.

but when i reached, he was still in the room .=_______=

frustated until i called him, the moment i heard his still in the room. i hang up the call. =_=

irritation really drives jagger mad. I need anger management lessons. =_=

Sorry for hanging up your call. =_=

at least they ran out to help me. so i felt more "stable" if not i sure go crazy one.

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slack in the rooom until we start the bbq.

bbq was fairly ok. a lot of food. lols.

i've a nice chat with kokfai's mama. yeah. talking about life. LOL~

then afterwhich i walked kokfai's mama out to take bus, as kokfai is busy playing with his friends. lols

afterway through, we saw. . . . . ESTEE and MAMAJI LOL!

actually is they saw me, i dint see them actually. ;D

then we went back to the chalet after sending kokfai's mama safely to the bus stop.

cut the cake, eat the cake, smash the cakes on faces. everybody's face as something on.

ed was so rough tat i lost another spear due to him. my top left ear is swollen now =[

but nvm, it was fun.

i smudge kenji's face, he smudged my face.

LOL

kokfai i used the cake to punch his eyes.

estee used the cake to slap my right eyes.

*at one moment i thought i was the birthday boy, as i'm like being aim by everybody*
everybody must be hating jaggerr alot. =____________=
ahh, whatever =_=

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ton throughout the night. we went out to prawn. using small catfish as baits instead of sand worms.? Estee caught quite a lot. lols pro.

afterwhich we went back to the chalet. then the girls slept first. as there werent enough beds. while the boys went out of the room. we play cards and drank vodka shots. losers drinks.

LOL. i drank a lot until i couldnt stand and walk in a straight line. =__= really really.

but i was still sane, i wasnt drunk. i just wanted to shout and make a scene. lols. too stress.

9th march is coming. i'm stress. =____________=

seriously, it was very very very fun to drink shots with your friends. HAHAHAH ;D

lets do it again! *I DINT VOMIT*!

next morning the boy's turn to sleep. i slept from 6am till 10am.

i'm sane ;D
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7th march 2009

when to Escape themepark.

LOL. it was crazy.

i and kokfai's brother. sat the viking ship together. LOL. we just kept "hugging" and grabbing each other's shoulder and scream like a girl. LOL LOL LOL! REALLY FUN.

scream and really destress. . . im so stress. HAHAHAHA

go kart was fun too. i dont dare buang mamaji's kart. if not my kart will buang first. LOL

hmm, details i cant really remembered.

let's blog about happy stuffs.

afterwhich it rained cats and dogs.

we returned to the chalet.

i was very hungry. so i complain tat i'm hungry and told them to feed me. LOL

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the rain is over, and sunshine came out ;D

we started bbq-ing again. muahahhahaha!

halfway through, i felt super upset.

the upset is not emotional.

is my stomach upset.

thats why i say i wanna go home

the point is to go home and shyt. i only can shyt in my own toilet.

i'm going bonkers, as shytting is a very important activity you must engage everyday, never shyt then go sleep causes irritation to jagger. =_________=

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i went home. lols. when everybody was still having fun?

until now, i think feels super dizzy. and feeling that i'm still on the viiking ship. =___= no. i need kokfai's brother now. SCREAM WITH MEEE!

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It's so difficult to just put on a front when you are not in that mood.
and the hardest part of all is to fake a smile when it's not even funny or any glimpse of happiness. No. it sucks.
*a smudged facade* is the right phrase

I dont say anything, doesnt mean i dont feel it.
keep your words to a limit, before i really cannot take it anymore.
*intolerance*