Hey homies.

I really really want to give a detailed blog post! But... I dont know want to be condemn by the 'BBBs' for blogging like ___________ (Fill In The Blanks)

Hence, I will just get an overview of what happenned today.

I WAS THE ONLY IDIOT THAT FUCKING SCREWED UP IN THE COMM SKILL PRESENTATION. I'M REALLY UPSET, DEPRESSED, IN DESPAIR, MOANING IN AGONY.



JUST.... SHOOT... MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..




The feeling is like equivilent to you WALKING on the STREET naked!.. I'm serious, god damn serious.

): WHY DO I ALWAYS SCREW UP.... It's super embarrassing.

This feeling sucks. It sucks. It sucks to the core. It sucks to the Earth's core.

I'm so gonna redeem myself during the actual presentationon comm skill, since this isnt graded.

I seriously hate negative comments, but I must live with it. This spells shit.

I've always wondered, I did not screw up for the actual econs and pom presentation, or maybe a little if people wants to judge on me, but whatever.

However, I will have the tendency to screw up for mocks. Damn it.

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I'm brooding over it. I'm going to have nightmares tonight.

I'm a nobody. I'm a nobody to judge.

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Here comes to major crisis of the day.

Our dearest Ivan, he misplaced his laptop in engine's canteen. And he found out he had lost his laptop like after a long period of 3hours, and it is when we left the school, and about to reach tampines interchange.

This was the very first time we got to see ivan get so emotional and agitated. We tried to calm him down by giving him hope and look on the bright side.

I called grace immediately after we know Ivan misplaced his laptop.

And lucky, thanks to grace,huiwen and selena. They managed to get the hp number of the person's who picked up ivan's laptop.

After all the drama mama, we headed to tampines to purchase our long sleeves and shoes.

And headed home.

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I deserve nothing. And I hate to judge, and hate to be judge.